Enchanting... the sound of the silence. I hear only Sam's sweet soft breath as he naps beside me. I wish I could sleep like that. But, growing up in the village one knew always to sleep with one eye open and always be listening...and ready.
My Sam, how innocent he looks lying there among the colorful bedding.
Tonight he has shown me he is not so innocent..."we" are not so innocent anymore...Our longing for each other was so beautiful..for what felt like hours we explored each others bodies and found a comfortable longing, at moments we were childlike giggling our way along... but comfortable with our nakedness, moments later we were like animals ..crazily on each other..him thrusting inside me..at first the discomfort was minimal but, his sweet words brought me to my first orgasm...ohhh how I long to do that again and think I should wake him soon... anyway..our time might be very short...I guess that's why we were so dynamic tonight...our love might be just for tonight only...we knew that..together we left nothing our young minds could want unexplored.
looking over to you... I play with your soft curl laying on the pillow...I can see you are aroused even as you sleep and so I touch the soft blanket covering you there and your soft eyes open..a smile..you quickly pull me under the covers and we lay there looking at each other... the soft light and warmth is inviting..your hand on my shoulder, my arm, my hip...I feel that now familiar stir inside myself..I push toward you... and we are one once more...you and I cry a little this time. I feel are time ending and the fear creeps in...but not fully yet.
I whisper to you all my dreams and you to me yours..we giggle.. share and cry together under that blanket...how I wish I had a book to read each other now too...time always has been my enemy.
I still believe in the magic and in hope tho and tell Sam I do that maybe it isn't as bad as we think. Sue is sure to find out.
He closes his eyes and I heard it again looking from under the blanket..i think I hear it..I do! it is the sound of the Owl he is cooing nearby soft comforting sound amlost musical... not the alarming noise he was warning me of earlier. I smiled and looked back to Sam lying their and I swear as he opened his eyes they were not the soft brown eyes that make me smile but the glowing eyes of that very owl...I hold him close and he holds me too...softly I start kissing his face neck and shoulder...his soft sounds make me know his eyes are brown again and the magic is gone..I asked him what happened and he said he "felt the owl" and could understand that there is no more alarm.
I thought we better get dressed, it was getting late and Sue was going to suspect enough...our passion was not thru tho..I got only my shirt and socks on when you put your hands on my hips and pushed your hardness on my butt..I giggle and squirm. but not to much...soon you are inside me and I find it ohh so pleasurable... you feel so deep It almost scares me but you are slow and steady...I feel that pressure wanting to squeeze out of me again and you must feel it too because you move stronger and soon we are both reaching climax together and failing half dressed upon the bed once more the giggles take hold and we are happy forever in this moment! handing Sam his pants I see a familiar pattern emerge from his pocket...it is the strip of dress and hair ribbon I used to dress his wound. cleaned and saved...I gently pushed it back In the pocket and smiling handed them to Sam...my Sam.
We sat talking about what we will do this summer if everything is OK and soon enough we heard Sue enter the room.
My heart was pounding. I can hear her moving the dresser aside..we nervously looked at one another.
The door opened..the light poured in to the tiny room and Sue quickly let me know that no I wasn't going to be leaving...Sigh...how relieved I was...for now anyway. Sue stammered on about giving us a minute as we put our shoes on, but quickly came back. Putting her hands to my cheeks she laughed! I knew she knew and it made me really blush and smile. with promises that she will keep our "secret" she sent Sam quickly home so he would be up for morning bell.
Sue teased me a bit... but before sending me to my room she talked to me about being careful and babies and all that stuff...I grabbed my duffel hugged her hard and with grateful tears ran toward my room .
I took a long bath and felt the glow of our love all around me...singing the soft tune I heard in the flapping of the wings... I crawled into bed and slept soundly:)
I dreamt of our summer adventures yet to come...........safe in the wings of the owl.
